In So Many Words | The stardust in my pockets has transformed into...

In So Many Words

I'm simply a 24-year-old girl who thinks too much, overanalyzes life, and, most importantly, writes to get it all out.

The stardust in my pockets
has transformed into lead,
heavy enough to ground me,
but never enough to quickly poison
my blood with metal toxins.

They leech into my blood,
slowly through the denim
that conceals them,
and tediously I await
their final blow.

This slow and painful process
is one I can’t speed up;
I was always doomed to die this way.
I was not blessed with quick and painless, no.
This I’ve always known.

I suppose I could fish them out,
toss them aside, but someone may trip,
or worse yet, retrieve them.
I’d rather kill myself than be responsible
for another’s untimely end.

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